Sunday, 19 August 2012

God loves Imperfect People - part 1


I want to talk to you today about how God loves imperfect people. I am a preacher’s daughter, and I grew up as a child who rebelled against just about everyone, simply because of their holier-than-thou attitude. This was something that drove me away from God and his plan. I made some very poor choices in my life and God allowed it to happen because it was all in his plan for my life, because of which I found my way back to Him. I can relate to people who have blown it, who have had a rough past. I want to say to you that God loves imperfect people. As you read more I pray that you are surrounded by His love…

Most of the time we believe that God loves us and is on our side as long as we are making good decisions, resisting temptation and treating people right,  but the problem with this kind of reasoning is that we all make mistakes. No matter how good of a person you are there will be time when you don’t perform perfectly times that you have doubts, times that you fail, you know you should bite your tongue but you told them off any way, you said it will be the last time but you gave  into compromise once again. When we don’t perform perfectly, its easy to think that Gods love is far from us, “ I blew it God would never have anything to do with me” I have heard people say to my dad “ Pastor, would you pray for me, I know God would never hear my prayers, not with the life I have lived, not with the mistakes I have made”  I say this respectfully but sometimes religion pushes people down. It says if you turn your back on God, God will turn  His back on you. If you made poor choices don’t expect God to bail you out it was your own fault. Now the truth is : when you fall God doesn’t turn away from you, he comes running towards you, when you blow it, He doesn’t say, you had your chance, instead he comes running after you with a greater passion. Heard someone say, When you make a mistake God doesn’t love you the same, He loves you a little bit more. So much so that He pursues you, He will turn up the intensity. He won’t leave you alone until he sees you back up on your feet again on the right course. In other words God will express his love in a greater way. He will send people across your path to encourage you, to help re-ignite your faith. May be your walking thru the neighbor hood and you hear church bells ringing and you feel a warmness on the inside, that’s the mercy of God coming after you saying, “you may have blown it but your still my child”. “ you may have let me down, but I’m not going to let you down, you may have lost faith in me but I havn’t lost faith in you”

We don’t have to have a perfect performance where we never have a doubt, we never make a mistake, and certainly, we should try our best each day to honor God but what I’m saying is : don’t beat yourself up all the time, God loves imperfect people. Think about Peter, before Jesus chose him to become a disciple Jesus knew that Peter would deny him, but He chose him in any way. God knows every mistake that we will ever make,  all of our days have been written in His book from the beginning to the end. God knows every time you will fail, every time you will take the easy way out, every time you will lose your  temper….the good news is God still chose you. He still says that’s my child and He will still help you fulfill your destiny. Why? Because Gods love is not based on our performance, it’s based on our relationship, we are His children. When Jesus was about to be crucified He said to Peter, ‘ you will deny me three times, before the rooster crows tonight’  Peter said,’ No Jesus, I’m your most faithful disciple, I’ll stick with you thru thick and thin, I’ll be with you thru the very end”.  They arrested Jesus, Peter was watching it all take place from a distance, a young lady came over and pointed at Peter and said, “He’s one of His followers, I’ve seen this man with Jesus”, Peter said “No, Ma’am you’ve got it wrong, you’re mistaken, I don’t know the man’. He denied Him once, then he did it a second time. The third time the girl came back even more emphatically and said to the guards, “I know he is one of His followers, Im certain that I’ve seen this man with Jesus”, this time Peter got upset. He was probably cursing and swearing, saying “Girl! What are you talking about? You’re making all of this up, I’ve never seen the man!” Right on queue the rooster crowed. Jesus looked over at Peter their eyes met, you can imagine how Peter must have felt. When Jesus needed him the most, when He was at His lowest moment, If Jesus ever needed a friend to stick up for Him it would have been a moment like this, but Peter didn’t do it! The scripture says, Peter went out and wept bitterly, he felt ashamed, no doubt he was beating himself up thinking  “ Peter what is wrong with you, How could you be such a coward” Not long after that they crucified Jesus, Peter never had a chance to make things right, He never had the chance to say Jesus I’m sorry, I blew it, I promise I will be there for you next time . He had to carry the guilt, the heaviness of betraying his friend, the Messiah, whom he dearly loved. We’ve all made mistakes, we’ve all failed, but none of us have failed as big as Peter. None of us have denied Christ when He needed us the most, when He was about to be crucified. You would think Peter would have missed his destiny, surely God wouldn’t have anything to do with him…but know when you make a mistake God doesn’t turn away from you, He turns to you, He doesn’t love you less, He loves you more, He comes after you. They crucified Jesus on a Friday afternoon, Sunday morning Mary went to the tomb, to check on His body. When she arrived, she found that the stone had been rolled away, she went in and the angel appeared and said,” Mary don’t be afraid, Jesus is not hear He has risen.” Now go tell His  disciples and Peter that He is alive. Out of all the people in the world, at this historic moment, God could have mentioned so many other people, but the only person whom He specifically pointed out to was Peter. God was saying, “ Peter I know you think I’m disappointed with you, and I know that you thing I don’t want to have anything to do with you but Peter, that’s not who I am, I am the God of another chance, when you fall I come running towards you ,when you turn your back on me, I don’t turn your back on you.” Today God is saying,” I’m not only alive, but I still love you, I still believe in you, If you will let go of the guilt and move forward I will still get you to where your supposed to be.” Now you have to do your part and receive Gods mercy. If Peter would have listened to the accusing voices and gone around beating himself up, he would have gotten stuck where he was. I can imagine what went thru his head when he heard Mary saying, Peter the angel specifically said to tell you that Jesus is alive… He would have said, “Mary did you hear him  say ‘tell Peter’?”, when she said yes, something ignited on the inside, he shook of the guilt, he shook of the self pity, and would have said to himself ‘I may have blown it in the past but that doesn’t need to keep me from my future. I’m still going to become what I am created  to be’. Not long after that Peter went out and ministered and three thousand people came to know the lord, the most ever recorded in the scripture. It would have never happened if Peter did not understand this principle. God doesnt write us off when we make mistakes, God doesn’t cancel our destiny because we have taken a few detours. Some of you today look down on yourselves coz you’re not where you thought you will be in life, you have made some poor choices, now your letting the guilt weigh you down, that heaviness is keeping you from Gods best. But just like God specifically called Peters names He’s calling your name today, saying tell John, tell  James, tell Sherly, tell Maria, tell Priya, tell Santhosh I’ve forgiven them, I’m not disappointed in them, I’m not withholding my blessing I still have an amazing future in front of them. Gods calling your name today, he’s running towards you.

The scripture talks about the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob. I can understand how he is the God of Abraham, Abraham is the father of our faith. I can understand how he’s the God of Isaac, Isaac was extremely obedient, even willing to be sacrificed but when it says that God is the God of Jacob that doesn’t make a lot of sense. Jacob was a cheater, he went around deceiving people, he stole his brother’s birthright. Jacob was known for making poor choices. Yet God is called the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. What was God saying? I’m not just the God of Perfect people, I’m not just the God of people that have never made a mistake, I am the God of people that have failed. I’m the God of people that have blown it, I am the God of people that have had a rough past. It’s interesting to note that later in Jacobs life. he changed his ways, he got his life straightened out. God changed his name from Jacob to Israel, that was to signify his new beginning. God could have been known as the God of Abraham, Isaac and Israel, that seems to make more sense. that was his new name, he was restored and redeemed, now God on purpose left it as the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to forever settle it that He is not only God of the perfect people but He is God of the imperfect people. You may have made mistakes, but be encouraged, that He is the God of Jacob, He is still your God. You may have lost your temper, struggled with an addiction, compromised your integrity, don’t beat yourself up He is the God of Jacob, he is your God too.

In the book of John, there was a woman that was married five times and she was living with a  sixth man, you can imagine the heartache and pain that she would have gone thru, I’m sure she got beaten down by life, not really living but just existing. Jesus was about to travel to another city. He told his disciples ‘I must go thru Samaria’. They said ‘No Jesus, that’s the long way. There is short cut, a much quicker route’ and tried to talk Jesus out of it. But he said ‘No, you don’t understand, I must go thru Samaria, there is a woman there that feels condemned, that’s about to give up on life, I must go and express my love to her.  I’ve got to go and encourage her and get her back on the right course’. She was known as the woman at the well. Do you know that the first person that Jesus revealed himself to as the Messiah was not the religious leaders, not the priests and the rabbis in the synagogue it was this woman. A woman that had made mistakes, a woman that was beaten down by life, an imperfect person, that one encounter changed her life. But too many  people like her are sitting on the sidelines like her, they feel that they have blown it many times, they’ve failed, they havn’t measured up. They are letting the accusing voices tell them that they are all washed up, that God’s disappointed in them , that they  can’t expect Gods favor  Now you have to get this truth down in your spirits, you may have made mistakes, but God is not running from you, He’s running to you.  He doesn’t love you less, he loves you more. He is expressing his love today. You wouldn’t be reading this, if God wasn’t reaching out to you today, now get rid of the guilt, shake of the condemnation, quit thinking about being what should have been and get back in the game, your not supposed to sit on the side lines. God is not disappointed in you. Nothing you’ve done is a surprise to God. You got to do your part and start moving forward, you can still fulfill your destiny, God’s mercy is bigger than any mistake you have made.

The scripture talks about, how God searches the earth to show himself strong in people whose hearts aren’t perfect toward him. It doesn’t say that Gods looking for a perfect performance, but Gods looking for people that have a heart that’s turned perfect toward him. That means if you get up each day with a desire to please God, if deep down you really want to honor Him, then like Peter you will have times that you fail, you wanted to resist but you gave in, the good news is that does not cancel your destiny. Your performance may not be perfect but because your heart is perfect toward God he still has something perfect towards your future. No matter what you’ve done, you can’t change the past, learn from your mistakes but don’t get stuck in the past there, keep moving forward. Receive God’s mercy. Be bold enough to say ‘God I blew it. I know I should have done better. But God I know your not holding it against me, I know your not the God of just Abraham but the God of Jacob too, the God of imperfect people. ‘

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